Necromancer lyrics

I'm longing for boundless freedom That will come deep from my heart There's no place for god in heaven And his kingdom falls apart Sometimes I wish I could be stronger Than the fear inside my eyes A red rose withers in my hands I see the world in black and white And I don't love you anymore Like I hated you once before Follow me into the darkness Smell the sweat of godless nights Can you grasp your whole existence Can you grasp my lifelong fight I know I'm anything but insane I need someone to stand by me I can't remember what has happened I am the one I try to be I'm a necromancer