Preparing Myself lyrics

You ask me what I'm doing when I'm all alone It's not that I'm reclusive Or even exclusive I'm just preparing myself to see you again You ask me how I feel when I'm on my own It's not that I'm happy It's not that I'm sad I'm jst preparing myself to see you again 1 + 1 = 2 or 2 = 1 +1 You read it fromm the left or from the right Today there is no question about which side I'm on I'm preparing myself