B3ND_BUDGE lyrics

I've been out of touch Losing feeling but the pain I used as my crutch There's nothing left inside my head like there ever was There's a reason I won't bend I won't ever budge I think back honestly On every time I didn't live my life with honesty Cause that's not who I want to be Cause I don't want to face life hostilely But that's hard when I live constantly In denial bout the lies that I hide in me Is this all my in head Just made up again I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on I keep running to the past to fix myself Find nothing to help me I'm always searching wrong Too many times I didn't know that I was on the edge Of falling back Into old habits I regret I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on So did I do enough With all the time I spent I've been giving up Or was this all for nothing Pathetic bluffing Cause I just think its only right that I live for something I can't shake it off Every time I think about it I just pay the cost I can't help but feel more lost Every time I take a step I'm tripping over lust But it's hard when I keep losing trust In myself now I keep on living in a rut Its all my in head Just made up again I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on I keep running to the past to fix myself Find nothing to help me I'm always searching wrong Too many times I didn't know that I was on the edge Of falling back Into old habits I regret I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on