October Spawned A Monster lyrics

knocked on the sky it yields no replies far from accepted I'm society's rejected boys don't cry or so they say but the pain inside I can't disguise depressions teeth tear at my skin lonely emotions killing me within no solid ground beneath my feet like a pack of rocks it seems I sink manufactured pseudo smile plastic passion born from denial far too cynical to utter speech spent too many wishes on inner peace I want to rot the roots of this fucking place watch life wilt get crushed beneath the sky there's nothing wrong with me.