The Loneliness of Agony lyrics

I'm in pain Maybe next week, if I have time The sentence falls like shattered glass Nothing answers, nothing climbs Your pulse keeps perfect rhythm Mine skips every fragile beat You inspect my collapsing world Without ever leaving your seat I get it Then another courtroom opens wide Every comfort wears a costume Every verdict chooses sides You're overthinking Just decide to feel okay Strange advice from distant windows To someone buried under gray No borrowed mouth can taste this bitterness No distant eye can measure what it breaks You polished every explanation While the ground beneath me shook awake Each confession turned to doctrine Each plea dissolved before it stayed When I searched for one companion Only echoes kept my place Mercy changed into conclusions Listening vanished without a sound Everybody built instructions Nobody sat upon the ground I was never asking miracles Or daylight handed from above Only someone willing to remain Long enough to carry part of the weight Agony keeps no scoreboard Ruin doesn't rank its names Still they sort the fractured pieces As if suffering were a game Distance breeds impressive courage Where no blood has touched the floor Silence signs its own confession One closed door becomes four more Keep your speeches Keep your formulas Wear your certainty with pride Compassion postponed too long Arrives already on the wrong side Don't translate this storm for strangers Language cracks before it lands No diagram survives the midnight Hidden underneath the skin One quiet presence outweighs libraries Built from flawless reasoning The slowest murder of a spirit Is watching pain become routine