Hate Me lyrics

I am on my 20’s now And you think i should be happy but how? I don’t have a job or a house  Everything make me want to leave this town I get so angry and start to listing to metal I just can’t live anymore like a mental  Everything make me breakout  I really need to get out  The old ones are scare of us  And I’m trying my best  But now I’m late to get the bus I remember when I usted to stay up all night Making plans for my hole life Now what have I become?  I feel like nothing’s already done  Sitting on my own I really should move on This are holding me back I’m hoping i won’t crack The old ones are scare of us  And I’m trying my best  But now I’m late to get the bus I’m in my 20’s now I’m trying to make sense but don’t know how This house is not a home I just want to be alone My mom thinks I’m a child And everyone thinks I’m stupid So I don’t care if you hate me