GETHSEMANE lyrics

I can feel it in the silence Before the sky turns dark I've seen what waits before me I know how this will end Every step I'm taking Is something I can't mend The weight is getting heavier With every breath I take I never feared the dying Just everything it takes If there's another way Why won't it come to me? If this is what You wanted Then I won't turn away I feel it in my body But I'll still choose to stay This isn't blind devotion This isn't easy faith I'm breaking in the garden But I'll still walk the way The night is closing in now I hear it in the leaves The world is holding its breath Like it already grieves I wish that I could silence The truth inside my chest But knowing doesn't change it It only makes it worse If there's another way I'd give my soul to see If this is what You wanted Then I won't turn away I feel it in my body But I'll still choose to stay This isn't blind devotion This isn't easy faith I'm breaking in the garden But I'll still walk the way I don't want this But I understand I'm not ready But here I am If this is love Then let it break me If this is what You wanted Then I won't turn away Even in the silence I still hear You say This isn't blind devotion This is the price of grace I'm falling in the garden But I won't leave this place