To Develop Self-Creativity lyrics

I look back to where I started I've come so far but still I struggle with the meaning of it all I've been given so many bleesings but I never fully enjoy their true beauty As my thoughts carry me away Are my actions noble or is there a deeper root of pride That anchors down this newborn wings that one day longs to fly Forgive me for my incontentment and irrationality As I fight this downward pull to where one day I truly will be free Where are we going Our path is uncertain We struggle for answer Lost so long ago