Dissipate lyrics

I fall into dust  The skin on my bones is a place of decay  Just can't fathom this goddamn mind  It's bringing me to a place where I will waste away  Pretend I'm not here  Did you even see me before?  I'm not dead just yet  But you seem to think I'm long gone  Leaves as red as my eyes  Swept away with the wind  Watch me as I fade away  I might as well bury this shell  Cuz that's all I ever am  Why don't you see me in a different light  Why didn't you see me at all?  I may as well leave this down  In the dirt where I belong  Why didn't you see me when I lost my peace  If I had any at all  I said all my tales  I've buried the books  Invisible is what I am  Until you say otherwis