The Devil in Your Eyes lyrics

I won't judge myself for the way I chose to save me Nor blame my heart for the way things are now God knows how I tried to survive The wounds and pain you left in my life God knows how I hid behind Every shred and trace of Sonny in my mind How foolish I was, I could not see The devil that just went by so is hide You treacherous, dangerous traitor The enemy who was by my side You had the best of what was mine But you were a threat, threw me into the fire And before I see you and your minions again I would rather be blind And I won't forget the days and nights I spent crying And how long it took for all my tears to dry But this story is not yours, it's mine It's about what I did with the mess you left inside me And I certainly don't need you to apologize 'Cause I know you were a ghost with the devil in your eyes But what a shame, how do you feel Seeing I'm about to be free From your evil, your shit, your destruction From my desire to disappear For a long time, all of those years I had to learn how to live with my fears But this time, God, and now I just want you to know You mean nothing to me A ghost with the devil in your eyes A ghost with the devil in your eyes How foolish I am, I could not see The devil that just went by so is hide You treacherous, dangerous traitor The enemy who was by my side You had the best of what was mine But you were a threat, threw me into the fire And before I see you and your minions again I would rather