Psam Of Surrender lyrics

The first time you broke me I saw how bittersweet surrender could be I felt the cost, I chose to stay And I never even looked away You never mourned the mess you made I never begged to be saved Even if you don't want me to My heart still crawls back to you I give my soul, I give control I give you everything I used to be So do your worst, do what you do I only know how to live for you Break me, daddy, break me again Shatter every piece in your hands I don't care if it hurts like hell I'd burn just to be held Break it, daddy, tear it apart You're my ruin and my restart It will build itself brand new Just to die and rise for you I'm begging you Begging you It will build itself brand new Just to die and rise for you Leave your sins across my skin I forgave them before they began Use my body to confess Every wound is mine to bless I should run, I should be free But freedom never tasted sweet Not like scraps of your attention Not like pain with your intention I gave my soul, I gave my will You became the ache I need to feel So hold it close or let it bleed Either way, it's yours to keep Break me, daddy, break me again Shatter every piece in your hands I don't care if it hurts like hell I'd burn just to be held Break it, daddy, tear it apart You're my ruin and my restart It will build itself brand new Just to die and rise for you Name me nothing, make me less Holy in my emptiness Do your worst, I'll call it grace I was made to break this way Break it, God, break it again Raise a cathedral out of pain It doesn't care if it burns straight through It only comes alive for you Break it, God, tear it apart You're the ruin and the restart It will build itself brand new Just to die and rise for you I'm begging you Begging you It will build itself brand new Just to die and rise beneath you