despite everything it's still you! lyrics

I can't catch a break from you tonight And the after-party's inside I'm on my way out, don't call, it's alright So in other words, all I want to hear, I love you, is nothing You can't tell me anything When I'm home and I'm rotting in bed I feel I'm better off dead Thinking I could be something better Alone and I'm rotting in bed I feel I'm better off dead And gonna be something better I don't wanna waste away But I'm too scared to show my face I can't catch a break from you tonight I've got everything I need inside All I've ever asked of you is nothing You can't tell me anything When I'm home and I'm rotting in bed I feel I'm better off dead Thinking I could be something better Alone and I'm rotting in bed I feel I'm better off dead And gonna be something better Looking in the mirror I see that it's still me, despite everything I've got some shit I can't get off of my chest And I won't let it out And I can't let it out I've got some things I can't admit to myself And I won't let it out And I can't settle down When I'm home and I'm rotting in bed I feel I'm better off dead Thinking I could be something better Alone and I'm rotting in bed I feel I'm better off dead And gonna be something better