Uncomfortably Numb (feat. Hayley Williams) lyrics

Sensitivity deprived I can't feel a thing inside I blamed my father in my youth Now as a father, I blame the booze I have become uncomfortably numb Whose ugly side is the ugliest? Sensitivity deprived All my sympathy prescribed Whose hands are tied to a contortionist? I used to struggle in my youth Now I'm used to struggling for two I have become uncomfortably numb The lessons The lessons Are so much Are so much Less obvious The further you get from home The further I get from home How will you exist? How will I exist Without consequence? I'll let you know We were gentle to begin When I pushed you around to break you in Now whenever I try to be clear with you I only end up feeling see-through I've tried, but you've won Comatose, like father like son The lessons The lessons Are so much Are so much Less obvious The further you get from home The further I get from home How will you exist? How will I exist? I don't want to know Blacked out, protected I just want you home I'll make new friends in the ambulance