a little messed up lyrics

Run away Breaking all my shit 'cause I can't take the pain No, there's nothing left for me to save Yeah, yeah Can't deny I've been feeling this more than a little while I've been trying everything to stay alive (Stay alive) Helpless, it's helpless Anything I do won't change it Reckless and I hate it I know I'm more than a little messed up right now Break a couple hearts, they won't care at all As I'm lying to the mirror just to feel control Dancing in the glow of this kerosene wall I know I'm more than a little messed up Run away Breaking all my shit because I need the pain But I'm still trying to find another way Trying to find a way And I know I'm being honest I swear, I promise, I'm just trying to stay alive (Stay alive) Helpless, it's helpless Anything I do won't change it Reckless and I hate it I know I'm more than a little messed up right now Break a couple hearts, they won't care at all As I'm lying to the mirror just to feel control Dancing in the glow of this kerosene wall I know I'm more than a little messed up right now Right now, right now, right now Right now, right now, right now In the glow of this kerosene wall I know I'm more than a little messed up Talk me down while I hit the ground If there's a little more time, can you take it away? I know I'm more than a little messed up right now Break a couple hearts, they won't care at all As I'm lying to the mirror just to feel control Dancing in the glow of this kerosene wall I know I'm more than a little messed up right now Right now, right now, right now Right now, right now, right now In the glow of this kerosene wall I know I'm more than a little messed up Too loud