Hurt Myself the Hardest lyrics

You're probably better off alone Cause if you look at me, you might turn to stone Sometimes I scare myself, oh, I know I can try to keep you safe, just don't let me get too close I've got scissors for my hands If I hold you, they might hold me out for ransom I've had one too many chances I told you, don't waste them on me again 'Cause I tear myself apart Trying to find out why I'm like this I take it too far and it hurts somebody else I tear myself apart Wondering just where my heart is 'Cause I think I might be heartless I tear myself apart In another fucking crisis I take it to heart and it burns like hell I tear myself apart Wondering just where my heart is I always hurt myself the hardest Hardest I always hurt myself the hardest Hardest (I always hurt myself the hardest) What if I'm the monster in my head? And all the hopes I had for love are dead I'll always leave you cleaning up the mess One day there won't be anybody left I've got scissors for my hands If I hold you, they might hold me out for ransom I've had one too many chances I told you, you shouldn't waste them on me again 'Cause I tear myself apart Trying to find out why I'm like this I take it too far and it hurts somebody else I tear myself apart Wondering just where my heart is 'Cause I think I might be heartless I tear myself apart In another fucking crisis I take it to heart and it burns like hell I tear myself apart Wondering just where my heart is I always hurt myself the hardest I always hurt myself the hardest Hardest Hardest