Abandoned lyrics

Sleepless in the night I try to lose my faith in you Saying to myself You can't be the right one for me And now that you're gone I finally get a taste of freedom Only problem is I don't really want to be free I don't wanna be abandoned I don't want to curse your name I don't wanna feel the sadness Pretending that I'm still the same I don't want to burn your letters I don't want to face the truth I don't wanna be abandoned I don't wanna waste my youth You try to suffocate with your pretends And I believe in the shallow romance I ran for cover but I couldnt hide And still you try to get me to abide You scratched me like a perfume and Erasing all the feelings that I had And all the time you faked this loneliness Cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess I don't wanna be abandoned I don't want to curse your name I don't want to feel the sadness Pretending that Im still the same I don't want to burn you letters I don't want to face the truth I don't wanna be abandoned I don't wanna waste my youth