Candlelit Dinners and First-degree Burns lyrics

We haven't talked in a while. I stare out the window, mile after mile. You said I live in denial... Well so what if I cry like a child? I still melt in the wake of your smile, but you've been gone for a while. Sometimes I close my eyes and drive with the windows down and no lights and I can't tell you how it feels. Last night I waited with flowers, watching the sun set, hour after hour. Needless to say, I never found her. (I took a walk by the water but every now and then I falter) And I get carried away...