Suicide Vigil lyrics

Time and time again Ive tried to erase myself one last time One less mouth that wont cause nausea its looking beautiful now I cant control From the inside out I can see myself I can yet change Not for what Ive done but for the failure that I reek of This failure Failure That I failure that I reek of I'm becoming more anxious with every hour I let by I'm still trying to dissect the filth that I call myself Yet you keep pushing me Betrayed Today is the your last day Learn how to count your blessings Scratched form truth How I became you To push hard To push you I shall I shall give into lies I shall dissect the envy from you to be heard I shall never believe you Ive failed No pity From you