Lucky Day in Hell lyrics

They called me in the dead the night To tell me you were gone, dad I knew it was a matter of time But it didn’t make it easier Felt like I was falling Looking at you for the last time Never been so fucking scared When it hit me you're not gonna be there Every day in the morning I wish you could witness the change in my life I'm finally getting better, why I waited till you die? Miss you so I can not lie Can’t help but feeling like a bad son all the time Reliving the moments