Once A Dreamer... lyrics

I was this dreamer in advance Then life showed up in the middle of my plans So maybe it was not the pact It sure was good - the best in fact I may say I have changed ? I have cried and sworn a lot Once it was gone I saw what I got I reminisce more than I should But I miss feeling special and looking good I may say I have changed ? I sure have changed And I do dream, it's just not the same Sometimes I think I really hate you For the doubter I became