if depression gets the best of me 가사

Empty, and numb Still can't get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I left Help me I'm scared 'Cause the one thing on my mind Is for me to disappear So mama when I die Please hold in your cry Just know that when I'm gone I'll always be right by your side And lover when I leave I know that we don't speak I'm sorry that I failed you But you meant the world to me I lost my sight I still can't see all the places Where there might be light I used to stare At the mirror, now I don't 'Cause when I do I see a ghost It's not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered I'm tryna be better But I feel under the weather So mama when I die Please hold in your cry Just know that when I'm gone I'll always be right by your side And lover when I leave I know that we don't speak I'm sorry that I failed you You deserve better than me So mama when I die Please hold in your cry Just know that when I'm gone I'll always be right by your side And lover when I leave I know that we don't speak I'm sorry that I failed you You deserve better than me