Chasing Ghosts 가사

It's the same, a conscious I'd love to forget In the cemetery, memory, all the secrets we take, take It's a melody, morality of the messes we make Tell me why I fall apart Tell me why my legs can't get a start But it's all in the same and I'm waiting, still waiting to one day decay And I feel like this medicine won't be enough for my brain It's a river of apologies, it's as vast as a lake It's the love we dissolve in the deep end too tired to wade, wade, wade, wade Wait, wait, wait My arms start to numb I can't evade descend Wait, I gotta wait Remedies shoved in my throat like a rat that they can't medicate, intake Numb all the pain, feel like nothing to stay I'm still chasing a ghost and I don't ever think I'll stop feeling this way, way, way Forever a weight, it stays And in every memory I feel like a waste of some space And in every memory guilt is The blade at my vein And in every memory I salivate A bullet to taste Wait, stay