Since I Was Born 가사

I'm as scared as a child now Just leave me on my own When they're putting their arms around me And they're breathing this into me My lungs they will never be clean I'd never breathe this into you, I'd rather bleed I try to let it breathe So I tear my self apart I try to let it breathe When my own body, it hates me How can I grow when I'm already old? I try to let it breathe I tear myself apart But everything inside is ruined It's dead from the air I need