Hateful 가사

Well, I got a friend who's a man (who's a man?) What man? The man who keeps me from the lovely, the only He gives me what I need (What you need?) What you got? I need it all so badly Oh, anything I want he gives it to me Anything I want he gives it, but not for free It's hateful And it's paid for and I'm so grateful to be nowhere This year I've lost some friends (Some friends?) What friends? I dunno, I ain't even noticed You see, I gotta go out again (Again?) My friend I gotta see that mainman Oh, anything I want he gives it to me Anything I want he gives it, but not for free It's hateful And it's paid for and I'm so grateful to be nowhere I killed all my nerves (My nerves?) What swerves? And I can't drive so steady And already I've lost my memory (My mind?) Behind! I can't see so clearly Oh, anything I want he gives it to me Anything I want he gives it, but not for free It's hateful And it's paid for and I'm so grateful to be nowhere