Kinda Numb 가사

Not gonna lie, my chest is tighter than before Yeah it was me, but why am I lying on the floor? I never thought I'd be the one to give it up But then I felt too much then didn't feel enough And I know that my head's been racing I don't do well with replacing Kinda jealous, kinda faking all And the thought of you with someone else Made me wanna prove myself By putting up another stupid wall So I'm sorry if I'm kinda mad It's maybe cuz I cared I thought it wouldn't hurt me bad But maybe I was scared And I've been doing bigger things But you're still everywhere It's not fair Something bout you makes me go insane And there's something making that okay Yeah I know I shouldn't feel this way But maybe you feel the same? Not gonna lie, I know that I messed it all up I should have tried but I find it so hard to trust So many lies, I guess I've gotten sorta numb Wish I could explain why my heart's been acting dumb And I know that my head's been racing I don't do well with replacing Kinda jealous, kinda faking all And the thought of you with someone else Made me wanna prove myself By putting up another stupid wall So I'm sorry if I'm kinda mad It's maybe cuz I cared I thought it wouldn't hurt me bad But maybe I was scared And I've been doing bigger things But you're still everywhere It's not fair Something bout you makes me go insane And there's something making that okay Yeah I know I shouldn't feel this way But maybe you feel the same?