I Pushed the Button 가사

I start out with blue prints and building blocks I stack them up so high you can't see the top I calculate the best ways to make it fall Before I swing the wrecking ball I can't help but break it down I've got a heart that's full of mushroom clouds When it's self-destructive Like I'm wired to delete Anything that might be good for me Til I'm left with nothing Cause I pushed the button I count to three Then watch the whole thing collapse Oh I can't wait to start again from scratch But every time I get to the final piece Oh I start disassembling I can't help but break it down I've got a heart that's full of mushroom clouds When it's self-destructive Like I'm wired to delete Anything that might be good for me Til I'm left with nothing Cause I pushed the button But soon I'll find the way To build up something beautiful that stays Cause deep down I know That I detach the moment that I throw the switch Alight the match Cause I can't help but break it down I've got a heart that's full of mushroom clouds When it's self-destructive Like I'm wired to delete Anything that might be good for me Til I'm left with nothing Cause I pushed the button This could be the last time that I undo The standing bridge that's taking me straight to you