Love To Lose 가사

Okay, I've never really ever had it easy No one showed me affection boy, the way that you did I guess I've never had someone to truly teach me A Freudian connection was it something I missed? And you kept pushing so I had to pull away For me it was so alien, you begging me to stay But the moment that you chose to close the door Cut me to the core 'Cause I could only love you Baby when I lost you Something that I had to do So that this could all make sense Now I wanna hold you And do what I'm told to All the shit I put you through Tell me that it's not the end My friends are telling me this is just my ego They say your rejection is the reason I care But it's deeper, it's a feeling only we know In my self-reflection I can see I was just too scared Scared of loving so I had to pull away For me it was so alien, you begging me to stay But the moment that you said you're moving on Felt so wrong 'Cause I could only love you Baby when I lost you Something that I had to do So that this could all make sense Now I wanna hold you And do what I'm told to All the shit I put you through Tell me that it's not the end, the end Dare me to undermine Restore my restless mind Soothe me like calamine Say your line, say we're fine Stop playing oh you're mine We're wasting precious time When we can redefine Redefine, redesign Dare me to undermine Restore my restless mind Soothe me like calamine Say your line, say we're fine Stop playing oh you're mine We're wasting precious time When we can redefine Redefine, redesign 'Cause I could only love you Baby when I lost you Something that I had to do So that this could all make sense Now I wanna hold you And do what I'm told to All the shit I put you through Tell me that it's not the end, the end Your mind, your mind, your mind, your mind