What Compelse Me? 가사

I knew i caught a glimpse of hope in my eye But i didnt have enough guts to see it through Just when i thought there was finally something to die for I couldnt find enough chains to hold me down I was walking through a park Mozart on my walkman The bottle flew from my hands The old man fell to the ground I thought there was a better place to hide Better than all the drugs and booze and lies But maybe there really is something in what i learned Living in my dreams isnt so bad after all Sitting in a shooting gallery Staring at a naked midget Breast-feeding on a hairdresser Bleeding to death as they laugh in my face I better learn to live without a cause Or better yet survive without a clue I cannot stop these violent anxiety attacks Every second i turn my back When will it allstop? When will it allstop? When will it allstop? When will it allstop? Stop? Stop? Stop?