The Fire Sermon 가사

Today is the anniversary of the day that you should have been born Nobody ever taught me healthy habits or how to mourn Standing by the ocean, I have waded with your ashes scattering I'm throwing salt into the sea The burden of your death like a boulder on my chest A blanket keeping me Just warm enough to stay alive, but still suffering Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts Fixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal? The birds still sing in the cemetery The flowers still bloom How do I bury someone that I never even got to know? And I will circle myself in the salt and burn incense To preserve this sense of fleeting innocence (whoa) 'Cause I just want my mental health to be my greatest wealth I don't ever want to be this low again Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts Fixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal? I try so hard to not be aware That everyone I love can disappear I hear footsteps in the night I swear, I see your face I clutch the clothes that we bought for you That you'll never wear Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts Fixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal? Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts Fixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal?