Weakened State 가사

From the minute you saw it From the time it left my mouth I knew you wouldn't want it But I had to have it out I saw your smile, I felt it Now I just can't believe There was knowing deception underneath All that time Did it pass while you were looking back Waiting? I asked for the truth everytime And now the ugly details Are stuck in my mind And there's a premonition I keep putting off And the more time passes The more i get soft I'm standing up there in a weakened state And it's not great All that time Did it pass while you were looking back Waiting? Often I'm waiting on the one That maybe won't come Waiting And I'm not saying anything You think that I forgot I'm not saying anything But I'm thinking a lot