Clearly Destroyed 가사

I'm so tired of poisons So tired of numbing your pain So tired of wanting the things that I know are threatening to me They tried to make my life empty So I filled it with things That could only remind me of what this unhappiness means Oh, I should have known I was gonna wake up from all of this Oh, I couldn't tell I was just tearing the things I had sewn One day I'd wake up alone And I'd have to go fix What I clearly destroyed When I was such a mess Nobody tried to hurt you They fucked you up all the same You were to busy distorting the truth because you couldn't change I know you're tired of listening That I don't know what I'm saying And all the things that we wanted will never come back here again Oh, I didn't know I was gonna wake up from all of this Oh, I couldn't tell I was just tearing the things I had sewn One day I'd wake up alone And I'd have to go fix What I clearly destroyed When I was such a mess Gonna try, gonna try, try, try