No Past To Return To 가사

No past No home No little light behind me Just smoke They say I'm cold Like I was born without a flame They say my heart Forgot the sound of my own name But they don't know What it's like to grow in smoke To call a ruin home And learn to laugh before you choke I didn't lose my innocence It never had a room No golden days behind me No flowers ever bloomed Maybe I'm bad bad bad Maybe they're right about me I've got no past to run back to No softer place that found me Maybe I'm cruel cruel cruel But tell me what was I to do When there's no heaven in yesterday You become the hell they made of you Oh, oh, oh, oh No past to return to Oh, oh, oh, oh No child left to run to I don't look back There's nothing there that says my name No childhood light No open door no gentle rain Just broken glass And echoes dressed like lullabies I learned to bare my teeth Before I ever learned to cry I didn't fall from grace I crawled from underneath No angels came to save me So I became my teeth Maybe I'm bad bad bad Maybe they're right about me I've got no past to run back to No softer place that found me Maybe I'm cruel cruel cruel But tell me what was I to do When there's no heaven in yesterday You become the hell they made of you Back Ha Back where There's no little girl waiting No porch light No bedroom wall No before all this Just smoke under the door Just teeth in the dark Just me I was raised by the wound Raised by the wound Raised by the wound Raised by the wound Don't ask me where I came from There's ashes in the answer Don't tell me to remember Memory was never shelter I was not a fallen angel I was never touched by light So if I burn the world around me It's just to feel warm for a night Maybe I'm bad bad bad But I was built from what betrayed me No past no home no Holy Ghost No younger self to save me Maybe I'm cruel cruel cruel But every scar became my truth When there's no heaven in yesterday You become the hell they made of you Oh, oh, oh, oh No past to return to Oh, oh, oh, oh No child left to run to Oh, oh, oh, oh No softer place behind me Oh, oh, oh, oh No memory to find me Maybe I'm bad Maybe it's true But I never had a past To return to Ha