What Am I Becoming? 가사

You play a little rough but I never knew you were after me Now even when I'm alone I feel like somebody's watching me I couldn't smell the smoke and now I'll watch the flames I couldn't push myself to quit, oh this dangerous game There's a reason people die out here I can't keep living this way I've been running so long These shadows start to feel like home I know it's backwards Been scared so long Can't recall what I started running from What am I becoming? You tell me "that's enough," but I got a hunch I'll be back again Even if I could escape, I'm paying with something I shouldn't spend I couldn't smell the smoke and now I'll watch the flames I locked myself out here again, oh this fruitless game All these people are gonna die out here I can't keep living this way I've been running so long These shadows start to feel like home I know it's backwards Been scared so long Can't recall what I started running from What am I becoming?