Self-Loathing Conversation 가사

In another lonely conversation Looking to you for inspiration I see your resistance, hiding in the distance When I go pop to pop these presciptions Never ever settling in the final location Always on the moving, my little lady Said they won't know me Said they won't loathe me When they just close my casket so slowly And you, I'd only lose I'd only lose you And you, I'd only lose I'd only lose you Can anybody hear me? So tired and I can't sleep I try so hard but I'm in too deep So cut me off of my noose No I don't think what I choose I try so hard but I always lose I always lose One more lavi's comtemplating You can make money or make some babies Living life easy, or with the family Making ends meet and meet mediocrity I see your sudden hesitation A little leding on this confirmation Must've been the ocean Perfect to divorcing Moving our kids to a corner appartment And you, I'd only lose I'd only lose you And you, I'd only lose I'd only lose you Can anybody hear me? So tired and I can't sleep I try so hard but I'm in too deep So cut me off of my noose No I don't think what I choose I try so hard but I always lose I always lose Lose, I'm lonely too I'm lonely too I know that you I'm lonely too I'm lonely too I always lose