(Why I'll Never Be) Clean Again 가사

Take a look at my life Do you see what i need? (you) better give me the knife (you) better leave me to bleed I hate my lies - i hate myself I hate my lies - i hate myself Take a look in my eyes Do you see what i see? (you) better take my advice (you) better listen to me: I can see i will never be home again I can see i will never be whole again I can see i will never be free again I can see i will never be me again Read my mind - Now you can see Why i'll never be clean again I could lift you up, Be your clown, make you smile I will fuck you up, Take you down, make you cry Take a look in my face And then kiss me goodbye Don't you know that i like to be a scapegoat? (you) better drop all your faith (you) better leave me to die Don't you know that i like to be a scapegoat? I can see i will never be home again I can see i will never be whole again I can see i will never be free again I can see i will never be me again (i hate my lies - i hate myself) (i hate my lies - i hate myself) Read my mind - Now you can see Why i'll never be clean again