brutal (Live From Glastonbury) (A BBC Recording) 가사

I'm so insecure, I think That I'll die before I drink And I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me and who hates you And I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause who am I if not exploited? And I'm so sick of seventeen Where's my fuckin' teenage dream? If someone tells me one more time Enjoy your youth, I'm gonna cry And I don't stick up for myself Anxious, and nothing can help I wish I'd done this before I wish– jump All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset (ah-ah-ah) They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived I only have two real friends Lately, I'm a nervous wreck 'Cause I love people I don't like I hate every song I write I'm not cool, I'm not smart I can't even parallel– come on All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset (ah-ah-ah) They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is– sing it (God, it's brutal out here) Got a broken ego, broken heart God, I don't even know where to start