It´s been a summer 가사

I'm cracked from my head down to my spine And I'm trying to convince myself That the way I feel is all I have It could take a lifetime To realize that you're alright But she said "I'd know when you would come back" It's been a summer It's burning up in here Even thought the bed is cold on your side I'd rather die then spend this night here without you I would try to fix these flaws of mine If I could just see you for one more time And I'm trying to convince myself That the way I feel is all I have I don't believe in sure things There's pain in what the truth brings I'd be the first one to know If its smart for me to just let it go I'll be the laughing stock of all time Person most likely to find Deciding if it's fate that made you avoid me to this day