Everything At Once 가사

I can't cry, I'm too anxious Restless mind, I can't shake this Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once Hate when you ask how I'm doing I know that you're just assuming I'm better now, not bleeding out Get outta bed on a good day Lately that's all I can do, hey I go through hell to hide myself I think about new ways to hurt me But don't want my mother to see It's not that I feel undeserving Just blame it on the chemistry That's why I can't cry, I'm too anxious Restless mind, I can't shake this Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything Whatever I do I can't slow down Please don't leave me alone now 'Cause when I stop, my demons talk I'm coming off apathetic I play it off like it's an aesthetic Clearly I care too much, but I'm fooling everyone I think about new ways to hurt me But don't want my mother to see It's not that I feel undeserving Just blame it on the chemistry That's why I can't cry, I'm too anxious Restless mind, I can't shake this Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once