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I need to concentrate But my mind is somewhere else The truth if I could change So it would hurt less How much I'd like to quit this life Can't tolerate their world It's getting worse each time Won't behave as I'm told Maybe I'm searching for something I can't achieve When did I stop believe Everything so different as I thought it would be I really want to leave and go where Do I even belong somewhere Tired of feeling obliged In doing things that don't express me Well this isn't me A normal person I just can't be Maybe I'm searching for something I can't achieve When did I stop believe Everything so different as I thought it would be I really want to leave and go where Do I even belong somewhere I'm the only responsible for this 4 miserable years of waste Now I'm going to change it Time to fix my psychological state