Anxiety 가사

I don't really want To keep on doing this But I do it anyway Need to get over it But it's oppressing me to stay I know I should be laughing Feeling grateful and blessed But depression is haunting me again Anxiety won't allow me to rest Obliged to do a daily check The doors, the windows, my things Everything must be safe The answers so correct Can't just check them once Three times still not enough And it's driving me mad I know I should be laughing Feeling grateful and blessed But depression is haunting me again Anxiety won't allow me to rest I can see you're annoyed By what I do But I can't promise change If it's not true In reality is annoying me too My tendencies I didn't choose It's actually bothering me more Than it does to you My apology is the proof I know I should be laughing Feeling grateful and blessed But depression is haunting me again Anxiety won't allow me to rest