Not The First Time 가사

So i got a little drunk and embarrassed myself It's not the first time Thought something would happen, thought you were something else That was a big lie I never really ever meant to be taking everything so seriously It's not the first time And i should know better But i guess i don't I don't know a thing about you Besides the fact that i want to Don't leave me here without you Tried to make you miss me but you wouldn't oblige So i said, "get out Yeah, get the fuck out" The whiskey on my breath started to fall from my eyes Just like a rain cloud Yeah, i'm a dark cloud I never really ever meant to be Presenting myself so desperately It's not the first time And i should know better If i thought it'd make you stay I would chop off both your legs But knowing you you'd find a way to keep on leaving Well don't leave cause all i want is you to just pretend to feel it Or i guess i don't