Reality Is Killing Me 가사

I'm running now with both eyes closed I never look to fend off blows Can't see behind me, I can't see ahead Sometimes I think I'm better off dead Reality is killing me Do you know the way I feel Reality is killing me I can't close my eyes or turn away They're raising the price of life at will I'm trying to pay off last month's bills What I once trusted is now corrupt I'm in such a fucking rut