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I've been in these old plains for a thousand hours a day The sun is melting all my brain, it's driving me insane And I have seen mirages but I doubt of my own mind The fate is not a friend of very disappointed hearts When I was a child, I lost the scapular I had My mother gave it to me to keep me safe from what I am In fact, I think I never had a single amulet I am just a bad luck sucker with a wretched broken fate All this endless grieving, all this sorrow feelings Melancholic singings, Melancholic singings Always out of step from the end to the beginning Melancholic singings, Melancholic singings I always had the feeling I was walking the wrong way Trying to avoid problems but stumbling on mistakes Whenever I fell down there was a crag beneath my feet And during the downfall I wondered what's so wrong with me Then I saw those lovers dancing in a sunny day But over my head there was nothing but a dismal mist I begged for some mercy and I got some disregard Then I saw the gloom with my own eyes All this endless grieving, all this sorrow feelings Melancholic singings, Melancholic singings Always out of step from the end to the beginning Melancholic singings, Melancholic singings