Lost In The Grandeur 가사

Hey you, what are you doing? Laugh as you tear out my heart The pain is so stimulating I've been too numb from the start Why can't I defend Tear all these demons apart Who knows if it's really better I threw it out for some parts So lost in the grandeur Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done Everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur Sad things fly all around me Welcoming sight from the past Somehow they make me feel something Even if it doesn't last So I do anything to be able to get away Bad things always flock to me It seems to be that way So lost in the grandeur Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done Everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur Oh, no What's that sound? It's constant and profound What's it gonna do today What kinda joy will it steal away Oh no man, I'm going down And makes me so sick Always caught up in it That the truth is all lies It builds up inside I fucking hate this everyday Something painful, something grave Can't go on living this way I won't let you take this Keep on trying Motherfucker Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done Everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur