When I Lose You 가사

I wanna want what you want I wanna feel what you feel I know we'd have a good life But what if I never know what it really feels like? I wanna tell you I'm in I'm all the way in I wish that I felt it It's a fine line between lying and trying What's for the best and what feels better Are never the same, we're not quite right together And yet it feels more wrong apart When I lose you, I want you When I lose you, I need you But when I have you, my head's somewhere else You're a lie I keep telling myself When I lose you, I want you When I lose you, I need you When I'm with you, I wish I could love you the way that I do When I lose you Maybe what's in my head Doesn't exist Maybe it's a myth And this is what is realistic But I can't help but wonder What else there is On the other side of decisions I'm afraid to make Paths that I'm afraid to take What's for the best and what feels better Are never the same, we're not quite right together And yet it feels more wrong apart When I lose you, I want you When I lose you, I need you But when I have you, my head's somewhere else You're a lie I keep telling myself When I lose you, I want you When I lose you, I need you When I'm with you, I wish I could love you the way that I do I wish I could see you the way that I do I wish I could keep you the way that I do When I lose you When I lose you When I lose you