It Doesn’t Matter to Him 가사

If I think about it I am successful as it were I get to sing for lovely people All over this lovely world And I am no where near as awkward As I was when I was younger I guess I'm one of those guys Who gets better looking as they age And even though I have felt beaten down By constant doubt Depression and confusion Brought about by people's actions Death and tax forms I keep getting up And I am loves by all my friends and family Though there have been Lots of raised eyebrows And concerned glances lately It doesn't matter to him I could be anything But I could never win his heart again It doesn't matter to him He took away my triple a pass I am invisibe to him And now I feel the soft pink flesh Of my heart hardening To the countless possibilities Contained within each day Vulnerability feels like A cold wet concrete room lit With florescent lighting Which as you know Makes everything look bad I still keep trying to figure out How I became irrelevant How I got myself evicted From his heart from one day to the next And the worst part is That even if I got an answer right now It will not change anything Because we have become two strangers