My Dying Spirit 가사

I'm barely on my feet, mama Barely holding on by a thread Every night I lose a different friend Thought I had it how I wanted Far away as I could ever dream I don't think California's my speed All on my own All I know If I'm high like those other guys you've kissed Maybe I'll find you in my bed again But I'm all alone, living on the edge I'm right at the limit Will I ever heal my dying spirit I'm hanging on needless hunger Keeps the tears out the devil's eyes I don't eat because he tells me that it's fine Barely even standing now Goddamn I need another round I can hear my name out in the crowd, yeah, yeah If I'm high like those other guys you've kissed Maybe I'll find you in my bed again But I'm all alone, living on the edge I'm right at the limit Will I ever heal my dying spirit If I was a hotel lobby, you'd be mighty fucking sorry To be staying at this piece of shit right off highway 9 I'm on the floor of my kitchen on a vaporizing mission Find a little calm Please ease my mind I'm so sorry Alexa, I won't make her graduation But tell this lonely girl she's the apple of my eye Tell her, take your time Take your time Take your Take your Take your time I get high Yeah, oh baby, yeah Every night I'm hanging on by a thread Yeah, oh baby, yeah I'll never heal it, my dying spirit