Monster You Adore 가사

My mind was young when the Sun would rise, oh The pressure waited two seconds on my insides But what do I call it now when it doesn't go away And keep it underwater 'cause it surfaces pain? But the days are long and the sky is falling But no one sees it 'cause I hide it from you all So here's my message in a bottle, I give it to the ocean to solve I don't think I need this pain anymore But I don't think that I can change, that's for sure So go ahead and leave, I will always be the monster you adore I don't think that I need this hate anymore The light's been hiding, and my mind is in a dark place I keep on fighting, but the timers on a fast pace I need to know if anybody can hear me now When the show is over, I wanna know that there's a home Where someone like me can go But I don't know, and I don't wanna end up alone I don't think I need this pain anymore But I don't think that I can change, that's for sure So go ahead and leave, I will always be the monster you adore I don't think that I need this hate anymore