Bittersweet Escape 가사

Why am I like this? I have feelings that keep rising to the surface I'm scared to be alone So I let my dark thoughts keep me company I go where the smoke is In a crowded room no you would never notice That I'm so alone Even when I let somebody else close to me Starting wildfires been easy these days Blaming other people's an easy escape What's another vice when your life's in flames I, I keep pushing all my luck away, away away I, what is it bout me I'm tryna chase, away? Bittersweet escape You gave me flowers and all I could do was light it My hearts been closed so nobody has been invited When you don't trust yourself it's very very frightening Soon as I see the light I close the blinds again Starting wildfires been easy these days Blaming other people's an easy escape What's another vice when your life's in flames I, I keep pushing all my luck away, away away I, what is it bout me I'm tryna chase, away? Bittersweet escape Keep going getting nowhere Move on but it's still right there Keep going running in place (Oh) it's a bittersweet escape Keep going getting nowhere Move on but it's still right there Keep going running in place (Oh) it's a bittersweet escape