Disintegrate 가사

Thought I found my place But why am I still trying? Thought I set things straight But I'm out here dying I believed in faith I got disappointed Believe there is my strength But I won't pull up the weight I'm slowly losing grip With every absent step I don't give in, but I resist Why does all my will disintegrate? Why is everything I see so bleak? I can barely move, don't know what to do I ain't healing from now I just disintegrate In my head Disintegrate In my head Being like you shouldn't stay here You're just an impostor, a misfit, please disappear Crying out your stories for so many years Do you want the pity? Do you need the tears? You're just a dirty plague Another hopeless case So easy to replace You're just a waste of space Waving in your own grief No one wants you to speak Stuck in your false belief, you're better off Why does all my will disintegrate? Why is everything I see so bleak? I can barely move, don't know what to do I ain't healing from now (I keep asking) Why does all my will disintegrate? (Disintegrate) Why is everything I see so bleak? (I see so bleak) I can barely move, don't know what to do I ain't healing from now I just disintegrate In my head Disintegrate In my head